~ post to womanizer ~

I'm already tempted to write about him few days ago but I'm so indulged with something else. Anyway, this post is to Mr Womanizer or shall I call him like how Jess and Sha called him??? Alright, MR ASSHAT! LOL* There you go..~

To be honest, I'm really shocked that the way you said about yourself and the way people around you judged you is so different..!!! At first, I couldn't believe what Sha told me. I thought you sent her to play prank on me but later on..I can no longer lied to myself that you're indeed a womanizer. Jess, Joan, Sha etc etc etc...the list goes on. Actually, I'm waiting for you to go online and I really want an explanation from you. I'm keeping my fingers crossed that whatever shits that Jess and Sha told me is ain't true though I doubted it myself.

The reason I'm making a fuss here is not because I'm in love with this guy or something, it's just that I almost fall into his "trap" as well. Read again: ALMOST. I'm glad that my instinct told me the right thing to do. I admitted I do like you but I never fall for you because I knew deep down..I love my baby. Still, I can't believe that you actually goes around telling every single ladies and even those taken that you love them! At one point of time, I felt sorry for you, pity you and have mercy on you because the way you said about your life and all, I thought I can be your best friend or maybe close friend in order to be there for you because I knew we can never be together. Now, when I recalled back all those conversations we had, I felt so fucked up about it~ I hated myself for trusting the fake you. You always said be yourself, have faith in God, believe in Him etc etc.

Although I'm not really a faithful follower myself, yupe! I admitted it but no matter what, I will never ever wanna do anything that will hurt or harm others. As for you, telling me that you goes to church every Sunday and you play for the band and the choir, I thought you're holy. I thought you're the son of God. Yeah right! Look at the girls that you cheated..why choose to be someone heartless, cruel and never care about other people's feeling? Just because your ex or some girl in the past cheated on you, doesn't mean you can go around to do the same time.

P.S. What goes around, comes around Ignatius~