♥ i hate this part ♥

Alright, the previous post is about Mr Womanizer. LOL* Requested by Sha darling.

Now, back to the main pieces of my life. Recently, I bet sister Angelina, sister Tina and best friend Elaine knew what's going on with my life. It is not that I don't wanna share with others but it is something really complicated that I doubted no one can actually give the right opinion about it. It took a lot of my courage to post this down here after few days of pondering should I or shouldn't I.

Moving on, I really hate this part right here. It is not something about me but something to do with baby. I'm not gonna reveal much about whats going on and this is the things that I wanna say and I wanna let him know about it.

At first when I found out,
I'm shocked and pissed,
About the things you do, about the things you don't wanna let me know.

At first I really wanna yell and scream at you,
For you being a fool,
Then I realize that you just wanna carry it on by yourself,
And not letting me know as you know me well enough,
For I gonna be panic and worrying sick.

At first I only thought of myself,
I only thought of you and me,
Now, I knew well enough that this ain't about us,
It's something more personal, something bigger, something that is so delicate.

Though I hated this part,
Seeing you in grief and pieces of my heart shattered,
I knew you suffered even more.
But I will always be there for you through thick and through thin.

No matter how people judge your act,
No matter how the world is against you,
I will always be there right in the corner,
Waiting patiently,
For your comeback and for you to stand up again.
For I being part of you,
And you being part of me.

Baby, I ♥ u..
No matter what it takes..
I'll be there for you..
I know you'll be alright soon..
I know you'll recover again..
I know you gonna stand up again..
Coz' you're just a little unwell...=)
Get well soon..
~ Lord, hear my prayer ~