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It’s been almost a week now after my mid-term break. Yet, it’s like never been a holiday mode for me at all. I can still recalled on the first day of my mid-term break, I was at darling Maxim’s home squeezing my brain out and struggling together trying to make an end for our group business management project! Geezz...thank God we’re on time to hand in on that very evening. ;)

 Anyway..as you can see it’s yours truly time to pour out her thoughts again on her very own platform- her blog.

 

I came across HIS new girl’s blog about half an hour ago. I knew till the core itself that he’s out of my life and out of my sight that I shouldn’t even bother to know what’s going on with his life anymore after what he did to me. Duh! S-O-R-R-Y peeps..but for girls, no matter how badly a guy treated us, we still wanna know what’s going on with his life. Be it of wanting to know if his life is better without us or we still care about them. I can’t help it but wanted to know more about their progress together and is it a fling or is it for real? As far as I can see, it seems like they’re pretty much in love with one another. He’s totally different from how he was when he’s with me. He did things that he never do while being with me but with her. Do guys really act differently when they think they found the ONE? Or is it because being with different girl brings out the different side of a guy?

Even though I had move on with my life and I’m happy with what I have now but still, sometimes when I heard “our song” is playing, I thought of you. I still thank God for letting me to meet you and you being in my life and me being in yours even though it’s just a chapter in my story of life. Anyway,he’ll be flying to overseas soon to further up his studies. So, I guess I won’t be able to see him around at his usual “lepak” places. Call me a stalker, a nutcase or whatsoever name you want to put upon me but I always wanted to “bump” to him at places that I knew he will always be around but I hope I will overcome this soon. It doesn’t mean I need to forget about you. For you being an important role in my life once and make a change on the girl you once fall for and because of you, she became the girl she is now.

G-o-o-d-b-y-e to the guy that sang to me this song.

**P.S: When I heard of this song, I will be thinking of you and pray to God to bless your life.**

“Yeah those guys wanna come treat ya right

Cause you sweeter than apple pie

Everything that you want you got

Girl you know that you need to stop

Most beautiful thing in sight

Always taking on tha spotlight

Always in tha club lookin hot

Girl you know that you need to stop.”


(Colby Odonis (my hubby ;p >>>> on the right) feat. Akon : What You Got)