~Dilemma~

**this is my second post cuz’ of the bloody connection lagged last night and everything I typed GONE!**

To be frank, I had been away from blogging for a week now. I tried to blogged about my daily life and all but I couldn’t. Out of the sudden, I had the urge to blog after a week of dealing with dilemma of mine and girlfriends’. I do not know where, how, and who to pour out to. Sometimes I just feel that no one understands me. Yeah, I sounded emo. Lol* So, I guess might as well I pour all my thought here instead since it’s my own little space to voice out.

Moving on, as you can see from the quote above, I’m pretty sure you, my readers knew what my dilemma was about. I don’t know why one minute I wanna be the GIRL HE’S SCARED TO LOSE and the next minute, I wanna A GUY to prove to me that THEY’RE NOT ALL THE SAME. Okay, please do not get me wrong by assuming that if I’m the kinda person that change her mind every 3minutes, I change my boyfriend every now and then too alright? I just moved on a little faster because I hate crying, yearning and wishing that the person will come back to me again. If he/she can leave you once, he/she can leave you the second time isn’t it?

I had been through the cycle of LOVE too many times now. From being in love to out of love, from romance to heartbreak, from falling down to the deep black hole and all the way back to the surface again. Sometimes, I’m just tired of seeking it, maintaining it and keeping the so-called ETERNAL flame burning. Yes, tired and it’s pointless for me to go for another ride with a guy if we end up like the previous sucky relationship. Why can’t just one guy prove that they’re not all the same?!

**Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take, but by the moments that take our breath away**






Till then, Xoxo♥
P.S. I wish that someone will prove it. sigh.......