~ Life is a maze and love is a riddle ~

NoTe: First thing first, excuse me from vulgarity here.


This evening, right after I'm back from One U with elaine, I went online since it's raining frequently here, I can't go jog again. Sigh. Anyway, as I went online, Lengye was talking to me online and she sent me a link to this song.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YHKDCqnH_7M

And so, I'm in *heart* with the song..!! There is one part that goes, " Life is a maze and love is a riddle ". Awww..at that very moment, I pondered for a minute. Don't you think that statement is so true..?? Life is a maze because we need to find the way out and while we're on the way trying to find a way out, we turn to the left, to the right and keep going on and on..Yes, it might not over for quite sometimes but at least, we learn something from it. Each time when we come to a dead end ( a problem ), we will be frustrated, mad and turn insane! Recently, people around me came to the dead end. I don't know why I'm so fucking annoyed with how they handled their problems and all. Firstly, they came upon me for advise and encouragement. Alright, fair enough being a friend, a family member, a follower of Jesus Christ and part of me being a kind soul, I approached them. I did what I can to make them feel better and I don't expect they will follow whatsoever I said before. I may be wrong but I may be right as well. What I expect is at least a smile from them. A smile that show I'm gonna be alright, I will be fine again, I'm not gonna let myself down without a great struggle. Unfortunately, all I see is a frown on his/her face. Next, I took all the blame. I hate myself for not able to help them out. I hate myself for being useless. Then, I realize, it is not my fault and it is not up to me to control how they want to get out from the maze, what kind of strategy they gonna use to get out, when they wanna get out, where they gonna end up after coming out from the maze, why they wanna let things to be like that and so forth.

Like I said before, we're created by God to finish up his masterpiece. It is up to us to fill in the missing pieces. Yours truly is doing the same thing too. Filling up my pieces of life till I'm out of the maze and back to Lord's home. Life can never be as sweet as sugar. We need to blend some spices into our life to make it perfect. Thus, no one can help you if you yourself not gonna pull yourself from the darkness back to the light. I'm so sorry if I ever offended anyone of your feeling here. Seriously, I'm fucking pissed off of how some people deal with their problem. True enough everyone of us handle things in our own way but no matter how fucked up things are, it is pointless to commit suicide, to cry out every fucking day, to blame God for not being fair, to think there is no way out of the maze, to think the world is against you, to think why the hell you're the one that came across with this kind of shit and the list goes on....Come on people! Get a life! Since you can fucking absorb all the negative aura, why can't you be fucking smart enough to absorb the positive aura??!! Instead of thinking the glass is half empty, why can't you think the glass is half full..??? It's all in your mind. It's all about how you make the world a happier place to live or a miserable place to suffer.

Love is a riddle or more likely a question with billion of possible answers but no one can put it into words. Famous people like Mother Teresa and Angelina Jolie just to name a few are the proof of the existence of L-0-V-E. Of course, no one on Earth can do what the creator of Earth can do. At least, there is still some people with mercy. Offer their hands to charity, to starvation, to people desperately calling out SOS etc etc..If there is a question stating, define what is love?. I, myself can't even fill in the blank accurately. I guess my answer will be, love is about caring, loving, and taking care of yourself for not letting anyone / anything that will hurt you physically or mentally. Only then, you can love others and you will find love in return. Hmmm...what about your answer? What will it be?