sigh....as the day goes by, I'm getting more and more tension-ing. The day after tomorrow.."Friday"!! I really really praying hard to HIM that miracle will happen. If not, I don't know what to do and what lies ahead of me. Arghhhh!!!
I really hope I don't have to withdraw from the current college I'm studying. Friends around me withdrawing from one college to another. More and more of them planning to leave their course and go for another. There are many reasons why I wanna stay instead of leaving. Well, there is a part of me wanting to leave for the course that I always wanted to do. Something I know I will enjoy and something I love to do. Yet, I prefered to stay.
I always knew papa wanted to me to be in business field because he being businessman himself would love to see his own daughter following his own footstep. Yes, I don't wanna be a failure to him. I don't wanna be the black sheep of the family. Of course, at the same time, I don't wanna waste the money he forked out for my course. I been through it for almost a year now and I'm almost done with it. Thus, I don't wanna give up just like that. Not only that, I knew my friends in college don't wanna me to leave. There is once I brought up the issue, all of them stared at me blankly and started their free of charge lecturing. Sigh...Everything you guys said, it's all those things that I, myself thought of it before.
Right now, I just wanna de-stress myself before the "big day"....phew....breath in...breath out...* sounded so wrong.* LOL..
P.S. ( miss Angelina, Shaun, Baby, Lengye, Pek Teng, Roy, Tina, Bryant..!! )
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