I don't know how to begin for this post. I typed and I deleted it again and again..I can't find the right words to say it out. Just yesterday, I been through two different emotional phases. About 105pm in the afternoon when I'm cleaning up my room, I received a call from my good friend that her dad passed away. I couldn't believe it at first!! I told myself that she is joking but deep down, I don't wanna accept the fact that another person close to me is gone again!! This year, I lose my dearest aunty, Theresa. Next, aunty Theresa's husband sister, aunty Sam. Now, Uncle Ng..??! Though I, myself not that close to him but I met him for few times and through my good friend, she told me that her dad likes me alot~ I even remembered early this year during Chinese New Year, he bought a big hamper for me! Not only that, I knew he trusted me a lot for taking out her daughter at night and coming back home in the wee hours just to go lepak, makan or mamak session. His trust on me alone is more than the trust my own parents have on me! When she told he's gone, I couldn't stopped crying. That's because I thought of my aunty and I missed her so much!
Tribute to Aunty Theresa, Aunty Sam, Uncle Ng;
When someone first told me that you're gone;
I couldn't believe its true,
I couldn't take it that you're gone for good,
Now that you're gone, I know I need to move on with my life but;
No worries when I know you're watching over me from Above.
" I am the resurrection and the life. Anyone who believes in me, even though that person dies, will live, and whoever lives and believes in me will never die."
(John 11:25-26)
As for my tears of joy, at the same day, Angelina and I attended a close friend's wedding reception at Cheras. The atmosphere from sadness turned to gay~ When I'm there, I totally forgot about what happened in the afternoon. Of course, when I broke the news to Angelina in the car while we're on our way to Cheras, she gasped and shocked. From typing a text message on her mobile phone to the dumb founded stare to me, she asked me what happened. Luckily, I'm driving. If not, I bet tears of pain will be coming down again. The pain for losing my aunty, the pain for my good friend that lose her dad. Anyway, when we're there, I can felt the joy and happiness in our close friend's eyes. Being there for her in her once in a lifetime moment is my pleasure. I'm glad she invited me to share her happiness together with other family members..After the dinner, Angelina and I headed to the Curve to chilled a while. So, we went to Laundry to drink and chit chat. Then, I got home around 1am. Phew!! What a day~~
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